If you’re going through hell you must keep going to get out. This year has definitely been a dark time for me but these dark times has shown light on what I’ve been blind to. This year I’ve lost my job, “friends”, gone to jail, and felt lower than I’ve ever been and I don’t regret a single thing.
I’m finally getting help for my anger, found love, and realized friends who have always been there for me and I sadly didn’t even notice.
I’ve had a few friends say they’ll always be there for me but when I look to my left and right and see who’s really here it’s apparent words mean nothing when not backed with actions.
I’ve never needed someone in my life to tell me how they think I should live my life or what I should do. To me a friend is someone who gives you a smile when you’ve lost yours. You don’t need to have money or give me gifts. I just like people who can make me smile with tears in my eyes.
I’m thankful for everything that’s happened this year because while I’ve secretly wished death upon myself and a few people have unknowingly strengthened me. Basically saved me. I didn’t think I needed anyone ever because i thought it was being dependant but I was wrong. You don’t have to live life alone and thinking fuck the world. I’m excited for what’s to come. My new job, going back to school, and starting my life with a man who has gone to hell and back for me. God has blessed me with way more than the devil could ever take from me.
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meme-meme: Thank god it's over. For now.
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in response to this:
Stop it cats, you guys are so predictable.
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